Could I be any more obvious?

Are you stupid? Do you not get it?
It's all about you.
How many times do I have to hint, and then drawback?
Just give me some kind of sign without making me feel stupid.
That's all I want...just a sign.

For real... Why can't he get it? I wonder if he'll ever even read this..but if he does and he is reading...DO YOU FUCKING GET IT YET?

Like, I feel like I make it clear a lot..maybe I don't. I leave sooo many clues though. He's smart, he should be able to figure it out. MAYBE he has figured it out though, and he just doesn't care. Who really knows? I don't. If I felt like it was reciprical it might go farther.

Why do I have emotions? They fuck me up big time and ruin my happy life.