it's been awhile

It's been a long time since I was on here.

Lately things have been going smoothly.

This summer has been full of changes.

I recently decided that August is my favorite month. It always brings about change, and whole new experiences. Whether it brings an end to summer and started up new school years..plus I turn a new age in August.

I'm pretty sure August could stomp any other month that tried to 'bring it' . haha.

I dated Bob for a couple months. It was an ok time. In hindsight...

We've been hanging out again lately. After 3 and a half weeks of being broken up. He wants me to come with him to a resort beach town away from here. He has the suite and everything.

Promises of a fireplace, martinelli's apple cidar, and billie holiday sound magical..ideally. Love strikes me as a fantasy. The idea is splendid... Movies tend to leave out the grim parts. Glam it is anything but. But hey, I don't know about real love..just infatuation adn a lot of lust.

I'm on a hardcore diet. I've been trying to get in less than 200 calories a day....I've sucked lately. I lost 16 pounds in a week though. So, that worked out nicely. Lately I've been eating too much yogurt. Kinda depressing.

When I came home from Guatemala, I came home a lot lighter than when I left...Since being back in the states..I gained it all back plus some.

You can imagine the emotional turmoil I went through. And then the thoughts of where ever I go, other people were noticing it too and more than likely discussing it amongst themselves. I learned to be pretty introverted.

Oh well, I'm getting over it. As my old roomie would say "Suck it up, Princess"